ok so i’m finally going to bed
today has been exhausting omg
Well. I’ve finally decided to end my relationship.
But thats ok because I don’t need to be treated like I have been treated for however long. I deserve so much better.
I’ve been sitting in bed for the past half hour trying to calm down because I woke up and it felt like my heart was beating really fast and I was breathing really fast and it hasnt stopped but my heartbeats are normal, like its not fast at all and I guess I just feel really nervous about things, like today is going to be a bad day but I just don’t want to think about that right now I just want to calm the fuck down and get things done and have a good day jfc
I really miss going out and doing fun things with my boyfriend, like seeing movies or going out to eat
So I got a new job in a week of me quitting my last job at Denny’s and now I will be an employee of Cracker Barrel making hella cash
I’m super excited but now I have to find an oxford shirt before Wednesday for my orientation and I don’t know where to get a good one
I really just wanna get laid but of course that just never happens
is there something wrong with me or????
im really mad that my butt has decreased in size since i moved out of my moms
also bc digimon is going to take an eternity like i started the download 20 freaking minutes ago and its just now at .1% waht the fuck
also i need to work out i want my old, big booty back ):
i am so tired of working all the time
i never get to go out and have fun anymore and i am sooo sick of being stuck at home all the time and not being able to get up before 9 pm so i can actually be able to go out and do something enjoyable.
like, fuck, i might as well work all week whats the use of having days off when i’m not even enjoying the free time that i have
just so frustrated with everything right now and i just want to scream for forever
One of my regulars just told me that he’s got a one br and a two br available at his 4-plex for 100-something a week, which is soooo cheap and all I have to pay for is the electric and he’s got wifi throughout the place and there’s a laundromat, thrift store and a gas station within a 5 minute walking distance and oh my god its exactly what I need but its across town from my work and everything else so I still need a roommate
My mom reminded me that my older brothers birthday is on Monday and was trying to get me to send him some cash because he didn’t get his tax check and he has no money for furniture.
Ha! Ill do that when he stops trying to make me hate myself and stops being a dickhead in general
I just wanna spend the rest of my life drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes while cuddling with my future german shepherd and persian cat in the house that I will eventually buy and make beautiful and also running my future successful bakery, too.
I just want to have my life together already, like damn its taking too long
Hopefully by the end of my two shifts tonight I’ll be past 47 hours. I’ve already got 140 to throw into my savings and whatever I make tonight will be added to that and the check I’m getting from this two weeks.
Getting overtime sucks ass but its soooooo worth it
I made 209$ tonight and worked at 15 hour shift. Pretty damn proud of myself.
Fucking twats waking me up “trying to find a stud” in the wall by banging on a wall that HAS NO FUCKING STUD JESUS CHRIST I’M TRYING TO SLEEP YOU COCK SUCKER
God fucking dammit, I really need to stop being so passive to some of the people I live with. Maybe then I won’t wake up with headaches so often
So katie went into labor yesterday and had her baby this morning(woooo!) and so all of her shifts for the next two weeks are up for grabs and I’ve already taken two and left some of the other good shifts out for others to take because i’m not a greedy bitch, but if none of them are taken by tonight when i get in there, they’re all mine
like, okay, don’t take any extra shifts but go ahead and complain about making shit money, whatever, more money for me.
Whats up overtime, its been a minute